+salvation is near+

Leavin blogger!

2009-08-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

byebye blogger! i cant stand not being able to post pictures! say hi to wordpress!

http://unjustified92.wordpress.com/

Bloogggeerrr plssss workk!!

2009-08-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

Sigh.. i wanted to blog about Shuoting's birthday and my Da Vinci exhibition visit so much but blogger doesnt allow me to post the pictures.. Wats the point of sharing the joys without PICTURES!?!?!

Lets wait ppl.. lets wait.. =(

P.S Louise is optimistic again.. For now.. hahahs =D

you hurted me.. AGAIN

2009-08-16T05:11:00.000-07:00

I wonder why i actually listened to mum and tried talking to you again.. i'm freakin' sick of approaching you to show some concern, and end up with one full bucket of water all over my head. Cant you see i'm tryin' to love you as my sister? Is the freakin' 9 years generation gap so big?? 1st cousin and i have 19 yrs of generation gap and we don't do this kind of shit. If its not the generation gap, then what is wrong between us?!

I go up to you just to be closer, only to be pushed away.. This kind of shit actually hurts you know? I cried countless times because of you, stabbing me upright at my heart for a gazillion times. Sometimes i just cant help but to feel that our cousins are more of sisters to me than you. At least they wont hurt me the way you do!

~~To think i was looking forward to every single moment with you~~
I could have done anything for you. This is how much i once loved you.. and this is what happens.

Torned..

A message to my cochon friend =D

2009-08-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

Panchon (Cochon 1):

I hereby updated my blog after constant harrassment.. You have not tagged on my tagboard!! leave your panprints!! See ya in sch!! hahahas.. again.. XD

Regards,
Cochon 2

Best Friends Forever!!!

2009-08-11T19:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE SHUO TING!!!

Gosh you are 17!!! Just a few more years to go and i will drag you to pubs for drinks =D yep.. i'm a bad friend! hahahahs.. Stay as far away from me as you can!!! I will bring you out and hit the streets!! woohoooo!!

Damn.. no words can describe how much i love ya and cheers to our 7th year of friendship!! I still remember us as good subject reps during p5, and lots of crap done during p6!! Gosh that year was the most awesome one with you around!!

Here hoping the best in all the endeavours (sounds familar eh!!) ahead!! 7 years and counting!!! Friends forever!! woohooo!!!

P.S don't act angelic cos' you are not!! you are a bad influence to me too!! this is eh.. MUTUAL INDEPENDENT!! hahahhas.. we are a duopoly, no one can fight our chemistry!!! **punch** =D

P.P.S you should be touched cos' this whole post is dedicated to you!!!

P.P.P.S you still have not kiss and hug her!! Age is not a problem! hahahahhas.. *snigger***

**Run away***

Updates~~ zzzz

2009-07-28T03:04:00.000-07:00

Wow.. It has been real long since i last blogged. Common tests were zzzz.. failed Maths, passed others, aced Econs. Stupid induction turned out to be that easy.. it seems like we people really should not think too much into things, till it seems so complex yet in actual fact, so easy.. =/

P.S my Econs teacher owes me ice-cream, sweets and abalone =D yup.. ABALONE **wink**

I went out with Cochon, NQ, Yeok Rui and Mr Jun Guan last week for SAKAE **Happy** Me and Mr Tan are so retarded that i think NQ wants to throw the plates at us XD

I have something to say but i'm choosing not to tell in my blog because: THERE ARE FREAKIN' TEACHERS READING MY BLOG~~!!! and some other random people who i thot they wont read my blog but they did!! like ?.? !!! Oh well..

Condemned

2009-07-11T06:08:00.001-07:00

Today i went to Fortune Seafood Restaurant for dinner. Nah Beh.. One fine fking piece of shit!

My sis said it was recommended in Makan Sutra so we went to try out the food. WTH.. Service is super fk-ed up! Here's my menu:

1) Assam Fish Head
2) Vegetables
3) 一品锅
4) 鹿肉

The ordering was quite fast so till then, we were quite happy.. Then we wait.. and wait.. and wait.. for our god damn food. We saw another family come in, settled down, ordered their food and damn... their food came!! Their assam fish head, and a hell lot of other dishes came. WTF is wrong manz!! Then my bro said he overheard the waitress saying to the waiter that they are regulars. Of course regulars deserve better treatment but not to this extent that they are compromising the new customers, TOTALLY! And btw, the air-conditioned area was almost empty when we went in. the outdoors ones were 3/4 full. Not that much tables but if they are bloody understaffed, they should have employed more chefs right?!?! like HEEELLOOOO??

It took bloody 45 mins for our "一品锅" to appear, WITHOUT rice.. Damn smart.. we bear with it..

Then 5 more mins, the "鹿肉" and rice appeared. Like finally.. The other dishes still have not appeared after we wiped out our rice and the two dishes. fk..

My bro suggested we pay the bill and walk out but we hung on cos' the assam fish head is supposedly specialty.

Another bloody 15 mins passed and we DEMANDED our other dishes. We had to order another round of rice because there's NOTHING left to complement the assam sauce.

10 miserable mins passed, the vegetables came. One pathetic plate of vegetables with oyster sauce. How hard is it to cook!??! Don't tell me the veggies needed time to grow!

We complaint again, 5 mins passed and the fking fish head appeared. God damn it.. About time.. and my review, NOTHING SPECTACULAR. i could have gone to some other kopitiam and get similar food quality and much better service.

THE LONG WAIT CREATED THAT INTENSE HUNGER IN ME. I DOWNED TWO BOWLS OF RICE IN THE DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO SATISFY MY HUNGER.

Logically food would have tasted nicer if you waited long for it but unfortunately, i conclude that it is just some fking common food you can get elsewhere but yet, overrated by makansutra.

FK YOU!!

p.s. critics are not always correct. try having such a painful meal with a photo of the makansutra host and the boss, hung on the wall, staring right at your face. this totally destroyed my faith in that host manz..

I dont understand why there are alot of people outside when we left. (although those at the tables do not look very pleased either) i'm pretty sure that this would be the last visit for most of them too.. at least for me, and another table next to me. The customers just stormed out without even tasting the food. They waited a damn long time too manzz..

Btw.. it took us 10 mins to pay the bill cos the fking cashier was taking orders and even run back to the customers to confirm the orders. like hellloo??

NEVER EVER GO THERE TO EAT

This is overwhelming!!!

2009-07-07T01:47:00.000-07:00

The optimism is surging!! I'm feeling damn happy and i have no freaking idea why. Its as if i have just looked through all the crap i was experiencing and learnt to live with it. Yep.. the positive Louise is baccckkk!! Woooohooo!!

P.S. i'm damn happy now because i'm chatting with JA and Cochon 1 =D

Sudden optimism

2009-06-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

Decided to remove the previous post cos' i'm feelin' better (i hope).. Maybe the sudden optimism is mere fabrication? 0.o WATEVER.. i'm gonna cherish this sudden optimism and do something meaningful.. like.... mugging for my god damn-ed common tests!!! arrrgghhh!!! help me!!! maths fail for sure hahahhas... i realized i'm too slack for JC, gonna mug mug mug!!! *imitate ST**

marks are horrribbleee... i realized the school doesnt give us the overall marks for each subj. how the heck will we know how we fared till now? i need the marks' pressure to push me further =X

my teacher is under quarantine, noooo ecconns!!! *pretend to be sad* *pretend to sob** hahhas.. oh well.. i realized that maybe i can survive in econs.. i can just go to ms aw's econs blog and reaaaddd.. and click click click on all the links =D *evil plan**

2009-06-24T08:55:00.000-07:00

Went to SAKAE SUSHI for dinner last night. I had 2 Jap meals just this week already hahhas.. Look at my nephew with his mum's ramen..

And for some weird reasons, i dreamt of 4e1 last night! it was a sweeeeet dream but it was weird, because Mdm Adlin is inside
-.-

I dreamt that we are a class again (SUPER AWESOME) and we went for class lunch after school. MIRACULOUSLY, Mdm Adlin turned up for the lunch (weird huh?)

Frankly speaking, she is a great teacher with the intelligence, the teaching talent, the looks and the charisma, but just BO CHAP! She did not attend any of our past outings or even school excursions (except for one which she went and stayed for 15 mins) =D

REASON: she was pregnant when we were sec3. When we were sec4, she needs to take care of her baby cos' her husband "cannot" handle.

sigh sigh sigh... oh well.. i'm contented with my awesome 4e1 even without a teacher =D

Father's Day

2009-06-21T21:48:00.000-07:00

Today is Father's Day and my family went to IMM for dinneer =D

we went to Ichiban, WITHOUT our father who happens to be overseas.. hahahs!! It seems like we are celebrating father's day like other families. Our evil plan is to go out and eat cuisines that he don't like when he is away. The cuisines that he dont like happens to be my fav, jap, western!! zzzz.. thats why when he is away, i always psycho my family to eat Jap food =D it has since become some sort of family tradition: Jap food when father is overseas

=D =D =D

My premium bento: Chicken cutlet with ginger sauce, soft shell crab, chawamushi, orange and miso!

We also shared a cheessy scallop dish, which is seriously AWESOME.. CHEEESSSYYY.. and of cos, some other side dishes =D

Missing

2009-06-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

I'm so lost in life.. I cant seek help for i know no one to turn to.

Not even my family, my closest friend or Ms Lee.. I just dunno who, when, how am i going to do that.

Suddenly i feel so lonely and lost in this crowded world of mine..

Youth Entrepreneurship Symposium

2009-06-19T02:02:00.000-07:00

Went to YES09 on Wed and Thurs.. Finally its over!! It is a very tiring symposium.

Day 1:
Super inefficient registration
Ice-breaking games
A few interesting talks and some other boring ones
A discussion forum
industry visit (to talentpreneur hub and the hive)

We found out we need to have a presentation of our business plan on Day 2, thus my team (which is me and ruiying ONLY, instead of 4 people) decided to stay back after Day 1 to at least plan the structure of the powerpoint slides. We stayed till 9 plus 10 when the event ended at 1830.

Day 2:
Apparently, i was lucky enough to have 2 more members escaping from the symposium they left 2 lonely souls (me and ruiying AGAIN) in the team to compete with 6-members teams in the YES CHALLENGE.

Ruiying was new to business plan writing so the pressure was very much on me. Quite miraculously, we came out with our presentation with 2 hours! wow wow wow.. we are good but obviously, not good enough to get through to the finals. The judges commented that our ideas are good but need more statistics, our slides are also better than the team before us, but we still lost to the last team who has much more pictures than us. They got through to the finale but were bested by other teams.

Interesting Things that happened:

Christopher's team won the 3rd prize and he won an individual prize as the most outspoken participant. The two of us had some catching up with each other during the meals.

MingHan's team won the 2nd prize, brought glory to our club =D

I made a few friends from NYJC, ACJC and another one from VJC

I met a few people that i lo0k up to:

Mr Kelvin Lim: At 36, Kelvin is the only Master Certified Coach in S.E.A and 1 of 4 in the whole of Asia. Within 2 years, he single-handedly produced 12 internationally certified coaches recognized by the International Coach Federation based in the USA.

Ms Adeline Tan: She is an evangelist in SMU, one of the advisors of the YES09 team and also one of the judges in the YES CHALLENGE. She is a very friendly lady who is very approachable. I sought for her advice when i met her along the hallway. She even handed me a namecard and tells me to contact her whenever i require advice beyond this event.

Mr Soon Loo One of the kick-ass speakers, lecturer of SMU, adviser and judge of the YES09 Team. he is super eloquent. Shortly after he graduated (from HARVARD), he worked with 2 schoolmates and raised US$38M, starting an IT venture in Silicon Valley. He later became the one of the youngest Vice President in the regional office of AXA Japan & Asia Pacific. And finally, joined the adjunct faculty in SMU and has his own coaching company.

At 21, Eileen raised a total sum of S$150k within 7 weeks and in less than 2 months, set up a well-received fashion brand and business that operates out of the trendy Haji Lane.

Eric, at only 26, has achieved such phenomenal progress in his career that he featured in The Straits Times as Singapore’s 25 Top Alternate Achievers (2006), and Top 25 Young Entrepreneurs of Asia, Business Week 2007.

Their surname is FENG! They are brother and sister! This is sooo sweet! i attended a talk by Eric and Eileen was there too. He was saying he knows a girl who earned S$150k in 7 wks and he pointed at Eileen, "there she is, and she is my sister." the whole seminar room was taken aback. Whatever blood is flowing inside their body, i want it too! both are freaking successful! !$@%#^$%!@%!%@

And coincidentally, Mr Soon, Mr Lim, Eric and Eileen are all under a coaching company called "live a mark". I reckoned that Mr Soon roped all of them in since they knew each other beforehand. so the coincidence is not that true after all.

And finally, the speaker of the 1st positioned team was the best participant i know of, in the symposium. He is like another Darren who just keeps going on and on and on so fluently without any awkward pauses or words. His presentation is the only time that the whole conference hall was actually listening attentively to. And when Louise said someone is like a successor of Darren, he is definitely good. Currently the two of them are the only youths that i really salute to in terms of their presentation skills. No joke. Ask my seniors in HYSS entrepreneur club. Darren is GOOOOD. They have a bright future ahead.

2009-06-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

I miss times like this:

On Tuesday, i went WCP with ST. We met at 1, had lunch at the BBQ express and were served by a Manager who wass super arrogant. He was skeptical about us dining at the restaurant when we were standing outside the restaurant looking at the menu. It took him a long long time to approach us with a snobbish look on his retarded face. Dude.. I'm fuking rich that day, rich enough to throw a few $50 dollars notes at his face. He had the snobbish face throughout his serving time. If he is so high up above us, he wouldn't be serving as a stupid waiter for us right? Retaarrrddd

Then we went Starbucks to study! OH MY GOD!! LOUISE, STUDYING!! Miracles do happen!! =) in fact, this miracle lasted a long time. I ordered a berry mocha blah blah blah.. (some newly-released beverage whose name escapes from my mind). Its not bad but ST was complaining that mine was tooo bitter! We studied for 6 freaking hours! She mugged her bio notes while i copy her GP pack =D

This sick lady drained my handphone's battery by listening to "t-shirt" over, and over, and over again for more than 3 hrs -.-

Love studying with ST. We can crap, and also do some constructive studying =) Louise must mingle with muggers more often =)

2009-06-10T07:47:00.001-07:00

I'm blogging because today is a superb day =D
Tonight is the right night, everyone's alright!

I met up with Ms Lee with ST and Gav.. ST and i went down earlier thus we met Ms Lee first. We started gossiping about our school life and throughout the whole evening we are just complaining and complaining and complaining.. This is what we like about Ms Lee. She has the right attitude as a teacher. She can listen to our woes and give constructive advice instead of just nodding away. And of course, i told her about my economics teacher and she gave some pointers for me. But i felt really bad for always being at the receiving end. i hope i can contribute something in her life too. i think for any relationship, it is a give-take thing, be it friendship, kinship or love.

I was really pessimistic about my studies before i met her. Charlene can be a witness. I'm super depressed after my economics teacher just repeatedly say that we are weakest among all the classes.. Yes i understand that she may be trying to motivate us but not all students can take in the degrading comments. I do not feel motivated and even feel depressed.. Not only for economics but i'm also starting to feel that i'm a fking retard in all my other subjects.

Luckily i had a nice sharing session with Ms Lee that really MOTIVATED ME to work hard for my studies. She never fails to spur me on.. I think it is clear to ourselves that ultimately, Ms Lee is still our favourite teacher. She has this charisma in her and i just feel comfortable with her. I realized she is very similar to my sister in terms of expression. I feel like i'm talking to my sister and it felt really good.

Besides pouring out all our woes, we joked a lot and had a reminiscence session.. we realized that the most happening period of our life is in her class. She agreed that that was the most interesting time in her career too. I'm happy to hear that.

We had bakerzin main courses for dinner and decided that the dessert menu is not appealing to us thus we went to hagen daz for ice-cream, then coffee at breadtalk. we spend 4 hrs just talking and talking and talking about almost everything under the sun. its just not enough manz.. Thanks ms lee, thanks for everything.

Tonight is the right night, everyone's alright!

2009-05-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

My sch badminton teams got second!! both boys and girls team =D We will get half day off on friday because of them!! HOORRAAYY!!! The whole J1 cohort went down to the stadium to support them, lost to Raffles at the end.. Saddd..

And one damned teacher just made me very very furious because of her insensitive remarks.. THE OGREEE!!!

********

OGRE: It is so stupid! why ask the whole cohort down because of a stupid competition?! Whole cohort go down cheer so what?! still get crashed by RJC!!

***SLIENCE in class***

OGRE: Tell you arhx.. i was cheering for RJ that day you know!!

A CLASSMATE: You are not scared that mr koh hears it?

OGRE: Luckily didnt! But the HOD was sitting beside me, i think she is going to kill me le.

**********

What the hell is wrong with her manz.. yeah yeah.. i know you are from freaking RJC and you freaking taught in RJC before.. then WTF did u stop teaching in RJC when you love RJ so much?! Let me guess.. you are too shitty that the RJ kicked you out =)

Dude.. you better get this straight into your "jimmy neutron" brain! you are a teacher in JJC now.. let me repeat the sch name.. JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE! Dont you try to be FUNNNY and go arnd running down the sch!! Do what the Romans do when you are in Rome for god's sake.. Not forcing you to support jjc totally, but at least attempt to cover your support for RJC as a JJC teacher.. WTH.. **ka pui**

2009-05-19T08:24:00.000-07:00

There are no secrets in the class... Every single word you said, every single mistake you made, can be miraculously circulated around the class in the spd of light. And it always turned out that i'm the fool of the day.

We shld just laugh things off instead of harping on every single thing. UNHEALTHY.

2009-05-10T07:53:00.000-07:00

CrazY Louise took up a job over the weekend.. working on sunday and monday at WCP again.. sigh.. i'm spending my two holis on job instead of resting.. NQ wants to slap me for my stupidity XD

frankly speaking, i would rather work with all the AWESOME peeps in WCP thAn to be in a swirl of politics and studies.. thus, i still have not regretted working..

for those who doesnt know abt WCP.. its an AWESOME place =D super lots of shows to watch.. REALLY!!

my last job i saw ALOT of my secondary school teachers going shopping and my gang just spend time running arnd saying hi to them hahahs.. my secondary school teachers are niceeee... i met alot of actresses and actors too.. mostly "extras" or "old gingers" but i saw zoe tay too! hahahs.. Alot of angmoh hunks too =D =D =D

Today is really a very funny and enjoyable day. my colleague is super funny so we just spend time joking over the reception table, not neglecting our job of course =D then i saw a jj teacher in front of the reception table, behaving intimately with her bf.. 0_0

then me and my colleague diverted from jokes to shows =D we were just looking at the great show.. my colleague is in her 30s, so she is like eeee... walao.. where can teacher like that de.. and i just laugh and laugh and laugh.. she asked me what sch i am in, i refused to tell her coz its MY SCH..

A SHOW WITH MIXED FEELINGS. EMBRASSMENT, SHAME, JOY AND LAUGHTERS

2009-04-29T04:28:00.001-07:00

Louise is weeeaaakkk.. super weeaakk.. Ever since she moves on to jc life, she's been falling sick every once in awhile like wth -.-

Monday i had a sudden muscle cramp from my neck down.. Mr Koh still draaggg the morning assembly.. i meant it when i said to Celina that i was DYING. I wanted to just collapse and sit on the field but it would be sooo embarrassing!! i held it through and got better after chemistry.. still went home nevertheless coz i dun really want to attend monday's lessons.. i think it is super inconstructive! zzzz

Thought the muscle cramps were just because i didnt sleep in a right position or smth but Charlene's words turned out to be true.. my temperature went up to 39.2 in the afternoon.. SUCKY!! INTENSE HEAT =(

Tuesday i was high on panadol extra.. i couldnt live without it cos my temperature will skyrocket once the medical effects are over. i was freeeezing during econs despite my fever..

Poor Celina couldn't skip 5 stations =( but you got A for sit-ups!! hahahhas XD and i think sit and reach too.. sooo pro, long legs and long-er hands =D

Went to French class.. stupid charlene sat on the chair, i tried to push her chair with my legs and i ended up to be the one MOVING!! Celina was laughing like crazyy =) then Charlene pushed me away EASILY!! !@$!%@#!@ ALWAYS GOLD, SUPER SHOW-OFF!! hahahs.. Tuesday night, high fever again, went up to 39.3.. suffering from retardation, couldnt do GP essay..

Wed morning i wanted to go to school! i washed up, changed, had my breakfast blah blah blah.. only to realize that my temperature is 37.5 fevveerr.. zzz.. i will go to sch and end up being sent home again? zzz... so my mum brought me to the doc instead.. 2 days mc! i will still go to sch on thurs.. the lessons are CONSTRUCTIVE

Wed night, i think i'm freaking allergic to the fever med! how am i going to survive anymore fever without the god damn medicine?! now my right eye is swollen, it looks super dao hahahs..

LOUISE WILL SURVIVE..

P.S. sorry vice class-rep for throwing my duties on you.. i'm really sorry..

2009-04-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

Freaking pissed off. I believed i have reached the limits of my tolerance level after desperate attempts to compress my anger. I hereby declare that some boys in my class are FUCKING MORONS WHO ARE IMMATURE AND INSENSITIVE TOWARDS OTHERS' FEELINGS, aka, BASTARDS (T.T)

I swear i'm not lying, i was full of hopes when i first entered this class. I thought it would be as fun AND enjoyable as 4E1. My ex-classmate was envious when i told her about it. To think things would have evolved into whatever crap it is now. I WAS TOO OPTIMISTIC ABOUT THE CLASS.. =/

The guys apparently lack of the ability to gauge the limit of jokes that one can take. And helllooo... your "jokes" aint funny when it becomes a form of discrimmination. I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO THINKS SO.

And to all bastards out there, please do not think that i'm too sensitive and couldnt take jokes. Coz i'm not, and i dun need your acknowledgement anyways =)

I bet you guys wont be happy if one fucking group of people were "praying" before the group allocations and "cursing" after being allocated into my group. FUCK YOU. so fucking insensitive to people's feelings! and i will not hesitate to hint people, R******! wtf is wrong with you banging the table. i should be the one breaking the table since you are most possibly NOT CONTRIBUTING to the team at all. And you think anyone would hope to be in ur team.. SWEET DREAMS in your LA-LA-LAND. =D

The small part of the crying is because of the PW grouping. When i knew that i was stuck with a few slackers in my group, my first thinking was that my PW is doomed to failure. Even a few girls agreed. Then the rest of it is because of the ridiculous reactions that the BASTARDS gave when they got into my group. i should be the one crying coz i'm stuck WITH YOU!

Mrs Tan said something when i was feeling down and that really motivated me to persist for a few more days. She said one shouldnt try to change other people in order to suit myself. I should adapt to the new surroundings and change myself to suit the people around me coz they dun owe me any obligations. I tried to laugh things off and hope things will blow off soon. And here i am stating, SCREW IT MANZ!!

YOU GUYS SHOULD FUCKING REFLECT ON YOURSELVES AFTER HAVING 2 GIRLS CRYING BECAUSE OF ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE DONE. YOU GUYS ARE IMMATURE BECAUSE YOU CAN GET INFLUENCED INTO BULLYING SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE ONE OF YOU IN THE GANG HATES HER. YOU HAVE NO MINDSETS OF YOUR OWN, YOU FUCKING MINDLESS ZOMBIES! YOU GUYS ARE INSENSITIVE COZ YOU GUYS FAILED TO KNOW THE LIMITS OF TOLERANCE.

2009-04-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

Let me summarise my short holidays. GTA, GTA, GTA, GTA, GTA and finally, GTA =D

My cousin bought a ps3 to complement his super awesome sound system and super awesome 40inch TV. I'm supposed to do "duties" at my grandma's house so i had PLENTY of time with the ps3 late in the night!! wahahhahas... Louise is crazy about killing ppl at will and hijacking cars every now and then =D

Went for seniors' debate competition on Saturday. They were up against RVHS, the natural prediction is that we will lose and yep.. we lost =/ i can swear i'm not biased and i really think that we are better than them. In terms of verbal skills, they stammer here and there, super noob. In terms of content, i think they are no better either... at least on par. so like WHY THE F*** did we lose? Anyways, GREAT JOB SENIORS =D The greatest mistake that my teacher made is to ask who is leaving halfway.. like DEH!!! i think ALL the supporters left at 4 instead of 7. SMART MOVE.. SMART MOVE..

Chemistry just taught me a new theory. My primary school teacher said my kindergarten teacher is wrong, my secondary school teacher said my primary school teacher is wrong, and now my JC TEACHER SAID MY SECONDARY SCHOOL TEACHER IS WRONG. WTF is wrong with the teachers? i'm so freaking confused. It is highly possible that we go up to PHD and realized ALL THE TEACHERS BEFORE THAT ARE ALL WRONG.. Bleh... watever AGAIN.

My phone is SPOILT. Apparently my nephew threw it into a pail of water and DESTROYED THE SOUND for PHONE CALLS. so i could only call or pick up calls with a headset. Bleh.. never mind.. i took over my bro's old phone.. He is super pro, the phone is more than 2 yrs old yet condition is like 97%.. ENVY!!!

2009-04-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

PE teacher screamed across the PE pouch

"asthma girl are you alright?!"

She is out of goodwill but wth!?!? Louise diao-ed her and sent a sarcastic remark. Teacher is shocked, Louise feels bad.

Louise is high on caffeine.. Louise did stupid stuff in French Class. Celina stayed far far away from Louise hahhas..

Louise is becoming a genius in Physics, a moron in Chinese and Maths =/ Louise is sick of DEBATE ALREADDY!!

Louise misses Ms Adlin coz she don't like her econs tutor. Ms Adlin is waaayyyy better coz she looks superb with moderate fashion sense and awesome perfume. Louise don't like her econs tutor coz she PMS more than pregnant Miss Adlin. Just imagine the degree of PMS -.-

Louise misses Ms Lee HL & Mr Shaheful coz she don't like her ex-lecturer.

2009-04-01T16:21:00.000-07:00

I realized i have changed.. i lost the vibrance and enthusiasm in me =( its seems like Louise has been worn out through time, and she is beginning to evolve into an indifferent person..

The way i treat friendship remains: 100% sincerity unless treated otherwise.. but i realized i'm starting to be VERY INDIFFERENT about taking up roles and participating in class. i would be like staring at the teacher, i'm listening but i wont want to voice out most of the times.. i will be like duuuh.. even if i have a point to raise =/ but in one lesson though, economics, i find it very interesting to point out the teacher's mistake and argue till she implied she's wrong.. i derive very high lvl of satisfaction from her =D

I used to be optimistic abt everything, ppl in the past used to view me as a super cheerful, outspoken and tough gal.. but now i'm perceived as physically super weak, my stamina declined like dunno wat, i started to be pessimistic about stuff. I would keep whining to NQ when i'm forced into an activity or get mediocre marks.. i think she is at the verge of slapping me with her "environmental-friendly" bag hahahs =D

Sorry class.. The Louise you see is not what she really is.. please give me time to find the old me back..

2009-04-01T04:34:00.000-07:00

and something very ridiculous happened to me today.. i had debate, mrs tan wanted us to do some intro so we are supposed to stack up a little chair everytime we state something interesting abt ourselves.. i had two turns, the tower collapsed at both times.. is sianzz can!! like wth!! she said one round of bubble tea for 1 tower so which is 2 rounds, 8 ppl , equals to $32.. nice one mrs tan.. nice one...

2009-03-30T02:11:00.000-07:00

Nice Charlene passed her germs to me =( i got her cough and running nose thus mc for friday.. Cannot blame her since we spend almost every second of school time together =.=

I must also thank her for such a timely transfer cos it totally clashes with my civil defence thingy!! So i'm just slacking arnd at my grandma's hse, with a very bad cough =/

HEY PPL I DID NOT GET MC BECAUSE I WANT TO PON THE THING, ITS BECAUSE I'M REALLY SICK!! =D ITS JUST HAPPENS TO =D

**innocent!!**

Random Thoughts of the Day

1) Gonna post up stupid pictures of Mr. Justin with his awesome middle finger.. he looks retarded =D

2) My econs tutor is making me HATE econs..

3) Mr Choo caught me using my phone when i'm just spinning it while thinking -.- bleh watever =D

4) I finally gave up on him.. It still hurts.. but towards a brighter tml for louise!!! =D

5) The other him actually take notes of what lessons i had for each day

2009-03-29T02:27:00.000-07:00

I just realized that i am an asshole.. i totally forgot abt Ms Lee's birthday.. hahahs.. To think she was so nice to me in the past =.=

Bad louise bad bad louise XD

BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET 8TH DEC MANZ!!!~~~ HAHAHHAS...

2009-03-25T03:35:00.000-07:00

Yeahh!! I'm finally feeling the tension and stress in JC. i was almost about to freak out when i hear my friends complaining non-stop while i was slacking through my March Holidays..

Life is RELATIVELY meaningful.. my IDP is FRENCH!! I had my first lesson yesterday. 2.5hr foreign language is not a joke manz!! My head was spinning like crazy while i was desperately trying to pronounce the words like some retarded kindergarten kid =X but its really nice to try something new.. Today marks the first debate session i attended.. yea yea.. i'm in debate club.. laugh and doubt for all you want manzz =D *shrugs** Louise is feeling indifferent towards what you think =D BOOOORRRIINNNGGG but at least learnt something so not to the extent of DUMB.. I will not quit =D

Today i was soo freaking pissed off by a teacher that she depleted all my energy for the day.

The projector doesn't work so she is screaming around blah blah blah.. the projector did not budge so she started venting her anger on us.. she got so irritated about EVERYTHING and tried finding faults in.. that's right! EVERYTHING. she is super good at asking questions in a ridiculously vague manner. She asks questions that have lots of answers depending on which perspective you are looking at.. So she got pissed off when we did not hit her perspective for the first attempt.. She accused us for not listening to lectures but hey... i'm sooo much more interested in the lecture than your lesson manz!! Starting i could bring myself to answer her but i got so freaking sick of her temper, i just kept quiet and pretended to be ignorant =D There are times where we got it correct for the first time, she couldnt hear it, then she assumed we don't know again.. like BLEH!! WATEVER!! She added that this was her normal voice then i thought.. hmmmm... this is even louder than Ms Su's with her mic!!! like HEELLOOOO!!! cant imagine if she screams.. the land will tremble..

Ms Aw is soooo much cooler.. at least her fashion sense is better than hers hahahhas.. Ms Aw is like the combination of Ms Agnes and Ms Lui. Cooooll...

I miss Dr Lee.. haven contacted her for like months can!! Funny Gav asked her out a day before Valentine's.. -.-

I bet ST will be like WTF!! when she read the above statement.. =D

09S30

2009-03-21T20:53:00.001-07:00

Met my classmates at jp for dinner on sat.. initial plan was chicken rice, my mum gave me the ._. look..

so we settled for PIZZA HUT.. super expensive can!! 7 ppl $118.. dunno why the heck its so expensive hahahs.. *heart break**

JORDAN IS FREAKING MEAN!! he called me auntie coz i have nephews and he don't.. now the whole gang calls me auntie =( *slapp* hahas.. i'm not auntie manzz..

oh and i realized that the way 09S30 and 4E1 spilts money is very very different.. i shldnt impose the method 4E1 used on 09S30.. i'm sorry guyss.. new adaptations made =D and becoz of that they called me auntie again.. hahhahas.. anything =D

i miss SHUO TING =( she is a typical loan shark who can settle money so naturally hahahs.. the boys were helping me find the missing $17+ until the smart Jordan ._. remembered the gst hahahs..

To:

Ivan: you have a talent in being gay =D

Jordan: don't call me auntie you piggg!!! i poke you i tell you!! hahahas

Nuan Qi: i dunno why you looked pissed off at the end, but i believe you would recover by now =D you are the MAN!! heehee.. next time got anything, feel free to call me manz.. i'll be there. =D

4E1 outing =D

2009-03-21T20:38:00.000-07:00

4E1 Class outing on thurs!! So lovin' this class manzz.. The poly peeps organized a mini amazing race thingy at Sentosa. GREAT EFFORTS =D

My face looks so WEIRD i decided to censor it hahahhas.. =D

Met JY, Shaz and a few others down at JE, the others are APPARENTLY LATE AGAIN.. hahas.. *slapp sas** YOU ARE LATE AGAIN hahahs.. went down to harbourfront for breakfast and waited for the rest to come..

Carol asked me to spilt them into grps and smth very sad happened. i swear it was damn saddening for me larx! stupid ja is the game master, and mari couldnt come. so my regular gang wasnt with me...

i thot i could go with the other gang which i sometimes hang out with, but they stood right in front of me, hugged each other and said they 4 want to be a team.. and dude.. i was standing right in front of them ALONE.. they were fuking insensitive can.. i know you guys are freaking close but can you dun be so insensitive? one of them still said crap like "aiya.. you can be with the guys one larx.. Louise no prob manz!!" ._. i wasnt that close with the 2 boys.. i'm closer with gy and jy but i think kf and yvette would be more comfortable with them so i let them be together.. stupid sarcifices..

its not the fact that i had to be with guys, but its becoz those whom i thot were my friends, wasnt.. apparently they would rather leave me out instead of finding an alternative.. that made me cry.. for 5 mins.. coz i realized heyyy.. not worth it manz.. screw them.. i can still play the games with the boys =D

but later got roped into another girls team. i'm gonna stick with kf and yvette and win the game!! wahahhas.. thanks gals for being soo nice =D and sensitive ._.

thanks god the 3 of us were super duper enthu.. partly because of the cash prize and partly coz we shld show the poly peeps that we appreciate the efforts and is freaking enthu abt it!!! WE WON =D 3 gals won!! wahahhas.. maybe coz the other grps were INDIFFERENT abt the game.. $15 manzz..

Special thanks to : CAROL, JIA AI, WEI LIANG, SHI LONG, HUI EE, NIGEL!!
Thanks for the awesome day at Sentosa.. thanks for making the efforts =D

2009-03-18T07:38:00.000-07:00

got this somewhere, God knows where.. Found it very catchy =D

To dare in fields is valor; but how few Dare to be throughly valiant to be true?

I'm sorry for being so complacent about you.. I hope i can love you the way you love me too.. But i just cant get him out of my mind..

2009-03-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

i feel freaking pampered. Minus a father whom often acts unreasonably, i'm a spoilt brat. I'm the youngest in my generation, my grandma's last grandchild thus i was showered with all the love and care that one could ever pray for.

I had sleepovers at my grandma's house when young. my grandma, uncle and aunties pampered me. even my uncle gives me pocket money, my aunties cook nice food specially for me =D

I hanged out with my cousins since young.. they don't leave me out when they have good meals =D

oh Louise.. SPOILT BRAT!!

My oh-so-sweet 1st cousin and cousin-in-law just drove by to my house just to drop my hp that i left with them. they travelled from bukit batok to jurong east, then back home just for me.. so touched!!

LOUISE: grow up faster to be a real good woman, and pay back to whomever who was super nice to you when you were just a sotong kid. =D

The Rose

2009-03-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

This is the first time that i fall so deeply in love with a song, and with a boy. I've felt love like never before. I yearn to hold his hands but i know i wont. Louise has lost whatever courage she had..

New Blog, New Life

2009-03-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

I have changed the url of my blog, first time doing it =D

Zenith is another word for summit, the highest point attainable by celestial or by other objects. I don't know why but i just kinda love how it sounds ^^ i realized that my old url sounds super duper childish.. you must understand that i created it when i was in lower secondary..

My class is 09S30.. PEOPLE LET ME REPEAT THAT!! IS 09S30!! Crazy bunch of people i must say, but i'm lovin' it =D

Guys in our class are mostly VERY gentlemen, they took initiatives to do tasks for the class. there's once when i slipped in the canteen, so embarassing can!! Then the whole hoard of boys just run towards me and offered help. They joke around alot bringing lots of joy to the class and some frustrations to the teachers. hahass..

The only bad thing about them is that they hate lining up in front during assembly. they will just keep moving backwards and backwards and backwards.. i've been lectured many times by CT for not keeping the class in line. Peeps who read it, queue up!! or else your poor vice-class rep will get lectured again and again and again =(

6 girls in our class only!! SIX!! hahahas but luckily it is an even number =D Special thanks to Nuan Qi and Charlene!! Nuan Qi is very sweeet.. always offering to treat people drinks and she is very sensitive to other people's feelings =) she loves molesting me too =( ahhhhh!!!

Charlene always remind me when i forget my stuff.. nice to sit with her, i wont lose things easily le =) she is afraid of tickles =D wahahhahas..

i guess blogging will be more constant now with a new personal laptop for ME!!! wahhahahs.. i decided to perceive him as a BOY and currently still deciding on the name ahhahas.. so LAME

Ending here, will pour my joys and woes next time!! =D